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Eucalyptus Tree, Inverewe Garden
Originally uploaded by itmpa.

Picture of a Eucalyptus Tree, Inverewe Garden
Looks so peaceful. I imagine the eucalyptus smell. (sniff..ahhhh!!!)and envision myself lying on the grass and looking up. I can feel my tensions melt away.
Yesterday, I attended my flrst healthcare fair at MSG. It was so crowded. There was a huge range of health professionals, from nurse assistants, nurses, medical technicans, PAs, therapists, etc reminding me that we are a part of one interdisciplinary team. It was an enjoyable atmposphere. There were PINKO games being played, prizes drawn and seminars given. I introduced myself for almost 2 hours. My feet were killing at the end that I had to clench my teeth and fake a smile.
So now that "it" is over, I now have to begin my search. I am praying to God that He leads me again and teach me not to be frozen in fear. My cousin offered a very good advice. Trust in God one day at at time. These words rings the very truth. There is nothing more I can do but trust. Without him, i really don't have anything but fear and anxiety.