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It seems forever that I've written anything. To tell you the truth, I've been hoarding alot of emotions inside..about work, coworkers, family etc.
I'm beginning to know the roles coworkers play. I have the gossiper slash brown noser, who also happens to be my supervisee. I realized that I need to be strong with her and document everything wrong she says. It seems that she has a the hard time taking orders. She gets defensive ...indicating the lack of respect. Respect is a hard value to earn from especially when you want to work as a team. I think I've been very lenient with her. I need to keep my eye on her and be on top of her.
I'm also figuring out that you really can't be buddy/buddy with your co workers. There is a element of friendliness and teamwork in a professional environment. I think our team is tilting the balance beam toward "you're my buddy" or "you're my enemy". Looking back on a group dynamic course, we've been through the norming, forming, ...so perhaps we are now in the storming phase.
So anyways. Yesterday morning as I entered the bus for work, I caught my eye on a guy who I've seen on my bus commute. He was staring at me occassionally..so I'm thinking either my hair is not right today, my face looks familar or he is single. Then I saw the ring on his left finger. He's married! My gosh, is everyone getting married already? A flash of thought came into my head. The pool of available men will get smaller as I get older. Yeah, reality hits you hard when you're in denial.
Today, I'm going to my new dentist. I hope to God that he know how to perform an abutment crown. I do not want another dentist who complains how you need to attend seminars for an update. Yeah, that is what you are suppose to do legally. I'm crossing my fingers.
Afterwards, I want to see Pride and Prejudice. Since it is the last minute, I may have to see it alone. Wow, my first experience going to the movies alone. Kinda sad, but it has to be done i suppose. Got to get over my fear of eating and watching movie alone.
I'm beginning to know the roles coworkers play. I have the gossiper slash brown noser, who also happens to be my supervisee. I realized that I need to be strong with her and document everything wrong she says. It seems that she has a the hard time taking orders. She gets defensive ...indicating the lack of respect. Respect is a hard value to earn from especially when you want to work as a team. I think I've been very lenient with her. I need to keep my eye on her and be on top of her.
I'm also figuring out that you really can't be buddy/buddy with your co workers. There is a element of friendliness and teamwork in a professional environment. I think our team is tilting the balance beam toward "you're my buddy" or "you're my enemy". Looking back on a group dynamic course, we've been through the norming, forming, ...so perhaps we are now in the storming phase.
So anyways. Yesterday morning as I entered the bus for work, I caught my eye on a guy who I've seen on my bus commute. He was staring at me occassionally..so I'm thinking either my hair is not right today, my face looks familar or he is single. Then I saw the ring on his left finger. He's married! My gosh, is everyone getting married already? A flash of thought came into my head. The pool of available men will get smaller as I get older. Yeah, reality hits you hard when you're in denial.
Today, I'm going to my new dentist. I hope to God that he know how to perform an abutment crown. I do not want another dentist who complains how you need to attend seminars for an update. Yeah, that is what you are suppose to do legally. I'm crossing my fingers.
Afterwards, I want to see Pride and Prejudice. Since it is the last minute, I may have to see it alone. Wow, my first experience going to the movies alone. Kinda sad, but it has to be done i suppose. Got to get over my fear of eating and watching movie alone.
posted by poppo at 8:27 AM
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