Thursday, November 03, 2011

Last night Dream

Had a dream last night about my dad. I was visiting my dad's resting place, but before that, I was at the cemetery chapel, reminiscing and viewing visitors from the glass window..they were coming out of viewing their loved one. Then from behind, I see my dad sitting at the left pews, closing his eyes, eye squinting or hard at praying. He looks like he was thinking..or waiting for me to come visit. Looking at my dad, I felt a huge lump in my throat. I wanted to touch and hug him, and say I love and miss him every much. A huge feeling of loss and anguish took over my heart..and I woke up feeling sorrow and sadness in the realization that my dad is really gone and not with us in this world.